With a pinch of attitude and a dash of angst.

2009-04-09T01:18:00.003+08:00

A quick one before I read equity cases again. I am so dead for exams T_____T

I was listening to Itazura na Kiss opening theme song (by Speed by the way and I still think the song is very nice!) when I suddenly remembered the Love Hina opening theme song!

Channel 8 used to show Love Hina anime on Saturday afternoons when we were in lower sec I think (Oh man those were the days when they showed all the nice animes like Hana Yori and Cardcaptor Sakura) and I liked Love Hina alot cos it's damn funny and cute though sometimes abit 色情 hahaha.

So anyhow I remembered its opening theme song and went to search for it immediately and now I have the song!!!!! Damn happy cos the song is so upbeat it can lift me out of my sad mugging mood woohoo!!!!!!

2009-03-28T02:05:00.003+08:00

I am very brave.

I just caught a cockroach!!!!!!!!!! Not with my bare hands though. With a tupperware. I am very brave but not very very very brave hahaha.

Don't have to ask how my usual reaction to cockroaches is: go eeyer, have the greatest possible distance between the cockroach and myself and ask my dad to help get rid of the pest. But this time nope. Partly because I spotted the cockroach near 2am and the kind me didn't want to wake rocker dad up (and I didn't want him to scold me for sleeping late :\).

BUT!!!!! The Most Important Reason is: THE BLOODY COCKROACH HAD BEEN LURKING AROUND IN THE KITCHEN FOR THE PAST 2 NIGHTS! I first spotted it last night but didn't want to catch it cos I was scared and I didn't want to wake my dad up. Then I didn't see it this morning and I thought heng ah the cockroach went away liao but no!!!!! IT WAS THERE NEAR THE SAME AREA WHERE I SAW IT LAST NIGHT, WHEN I WENT TO THE KITCHEN JUST NOW. So I got really irritated and pissed off and I decided to catch the cockroach myself because hello stupid cockroach I gave you a 生路 last night and you didn't appreciate it and here you are again YOU THINK YOU CAN BULLY LAONIANG AH. Hence I got a tupperware from the cabinet and prepared to strike.

First attempt failed cos I was nervous hehe and I wasn't stealthy enough so the cockroach escaped. It ran across the dining table and perched itself at the edge of the table. Wanted to give up but I just couldn't stand the thought of the cockroach lurking around MY FAVOURITE SNACKS so I tried again. I moved away all the foodstuff near the dining table and stared at the cockroach with its butt facing outwards and prepping myself.

And then I remembered. COCKROACHES CANNOT WALK BACKWARDS!!! So if I attack it from behind and trap it with the tupperware it wouldn't be able to escape!!!!!!!!!!!!! Muahahaha. And so I did just that AND I SUCCEEDED!!!!!!!

I am really very brave. I can do anything now. I WILL BE ABLE TO TACKLE ALL THE EQUITY CASES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

PS: I know there's a possibility that this cockroach I caught may be a different one from the one I spotted last night and I wouldn't be able to tell anyway but I just want to assume the cockroach is the same one leh cannot meh hahahah.

2009-03-16T00:54:00.002+08:00

I don't understand.

How is it that some people can treat death with such cold indifference?

2009-02-25T19:33:00.001+08:00

Die liao I die liao (Y)

2009-02-22T23:03:00.002+08:00

F RESULTING TRUSTS LAH.

I really really really hope my tutor gets choked on xiaolongbao and strangled by lamian.

2009-02-18T01:40:00.001+08:00

Study Study Study Study Study Study Study Study Study Study Study Study Study Study Study Study Study Study Study Study Study Study Study Study Study Study Study Study Study Study Study Study Study Study Study Study Study Study Study Study Study Study Study Study Study Study Study Study Study Study Study Study Study Study Study Study Study Study Study Study Study Study Study Study Study Study Study Study Study Study Study Study Study Study Study Study Study Study Study Study Study Study Study Study

Stupid assignments rarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

2009-02-06T00:10:00.001+08:00

Oh the irony of it all.

뭐를말해? 진짜모르다.

2009-01-13T01:08:00.004+08:00

Because I am bored from reading about equity and trusts:

2009-01-12T00:28:00.003+08:00

I saw Chan Sek Keong CJ the other day at the Supreme Court! Very exciting lor like see 明星 like that hahahah.

Friday was my last day at the firm. To be honest I felt sad leaving the firm because the people there are really very nice and friendly. I was quite close to the other 2 interns and one of them is a grand junior from HC and we always exchange gossips hahahah. 10 days was quite short a time and just when I was getting used to it and all, I had to leave T_T And also leaving the firm means that I have to start school soon ;___;

School starts tomorrow and I am feeling very sian about it. Especially seeing how my tutor would access us for equity and trusts. Really got the worst deal for it lor. Let's hope public law will be slightly better.

And of course I have to work harder for this sem. I'm okay with my grades last sem given the circumstances but as usual there is always room for improvement. No more empty and half-hearted promises to myself. Must start mugging early! So sook we must start our Sunday mugging sessions very soon. Like this week hahahah. Cannot slack alot liao.

HWAITING!

2008-12-31T20:56:00.002+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!! :D:D:D

2009 shall be a better year! (: Let's all work hard and ace in whatever we do (:

2008-12-07T00:00:00.002+08:00

HELLO ALL EXAMS ARE OVERRRRRR :D:D:D:D

Now that the horrible horrible exams are over we must focus on the next most important thing of the year: 本小姐's birthdayyyy :):):)

Not that I am excited about being twenty though. I still prefer being a teen but oh well.

Sadly I will be eating Penang laksa and whatnot during The Birthday of The Year and hence won't be able to do meetups during the birthday week itself. So I can only meet you all my dear friends after I return on the 15th. But do not despair my friends! You all can make use of this time to think of what to get me! To assist you all I have a list here with me :D

-Super Show DVD (I have no idea if it's in Singapore already OR when is it coming to Singapore)
-Mirotic album (There are versions A, B, C and maybe D I don't mind getting all :D)
-Wallet (Clutch is ok but no black and red ah. Not clutch also can as long as nice can liao)
-Hard Disk (To store my fangirl videos so that I will finally have space on my laptop for other things)
-Clothes (Nice ones. No sleeveless please)
-Bags (I like big ones so I can throw everything inside)
-All About DBSK 2? (Not sure still available in Singapore not)
-Kim Junsu (HAHAHAH I wish)

I can only think of these so far. Should be enough lah hor. Try not to clash ah lol.

On a random note: I was watching Alex-Shinae farewell episode in WGM when they sang the very nice song Romeo n Juliet during their fanmeeting session. So I went to check it out and realised this song is sung by Clazziquai (the group which sang the very very nice Kim Sam Soon songs and which Alex belongs to!). Super nice. Watch their live performance of it below please. I really like Alex and Horan's singing; very soothing and makes you feel very comfortable. I call it a bedtime song :)

2008-11-03T21:58:00.002+08:00

Yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy my trial is overrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr :D:D:D

There are some areas which I could have done better I guess, but I think my mock trial went better than my moots and the horrendous-shouldn't-be-brought-up-anymore OP. At least I could think more clearly this time. Good improvement pretty girl! (Y)

Now I really have the mood to be excited for tomorrow :D I want to see Wonder Girls and Seo In Young!

2008-10-29T00:36:00.002+08:00

Hello all the fever is gone but now my throat is feeling very weird. Like itchy like that ;_;

And I still dunno when is my mock trial I really hope it's not anytime this week cos I haven't come up with my case theory yet I dunno what questions to ask Tau Chiu I haven't come up with the way my client fell down the stupid lift shaft and I haven't told my witness the whole procedure for civil trial and I haven't discussed with her what to say and what not to say and I dunno who is my opponent I hope it's someone nice and hopefully not too zai or I will just die and I haven't thought of my opening and closing statements and I dun even know how to mark the damn bundle and I haven't thought of possible opposing arguments as well plus my throat is being all weird.

Yes I am quite stressed over school now and oh did I tell you my last property tutorial is going to be on the day when I have my CLT exam? Fitz sucks big time. For many many reasons. He is the epitome of 人不可貌相.

So unless you have any life-threatening issues don't try and bother me please thank you very much

2008-10-27T00:57:00.002+08:00

Happy happy girl today (: Met up with my most favourite bunch of people. We should have such themed gatherings more often! And give away random awards hahaha :D

I am addicted to BoA's 'Eat You Up' leh ;_; The tune is very catchy and it's the kind I like even though the lyrics and MVs are like ??!?!?! Unfathomable man.

2008-10-25T21:16:00.002+08:00

I am very sad cos I have fever :( I had sore throat yesterday morning and by yesterday afternoon the fever came on full blown. I felt like I was going to die during company law lecture so I left during the break. And I practically slept the whole day away. And today too. Sayonara my mugging plans.

My hands still feel pretty warm now. And my head still hurts. Sigh. I tried to summarise the chapter on shares so that at least I get some work done but I tell you the person who wrote that chapter must be TSY's twin sister or something. Seriously. Their writing sucks big time. And it doesn't help at all when I'm sick.

I can't believe I'm sick :( When I recovered from my flu not too long ago. Wen says it's prolly due to a lack of rest and I agree. People, I am going to sleep earlier from now on. Sleep EARLIER.

I hope I can make it for the High School Musical gathering tomorrow. I'm very excited about it and I already thought of what to wear lor. Sian. Hopefully I'll be well again by tomorrow.

2008-10-13T00:18:00.002+08:00

My instructor fell asleep during my driving lesson today. Fell asleep. WHILE I WAS DRIVING.

I was driving some of the test routes today and due to the lack of instructions from the sleeping instructor, I just drove on and on until he woke up and realised I overshot quite abit. Then back in the school I drove round and round the circuit looking like an idiot cos I didn't know what to do. I was contemplating driving into the S-course myself after 2 rounds of aimless driving when the instructor woke up hur hur.

Don't ask me why didn't I wake the instructor up. I dunno either. I was quite happy driving without supervision.

On hindsight I should have braked really hard so that I can wake him up in an indirect way hah but then it was raining so heavily so...better don't risk skidding the car.

Some of the instructors are really full of bullcrap I tell you. Once I got this instructor who hummed and now I got one who slept during lesson.

Though I should feel heartened that at least my driving is so steady the instructor felt absolutely safe to sleep :p

2008-10-12T02:19:00.002+08:00

Recently I have one too many instances of bad karma. I suppose once in a very long while is ok, but every week? 2 in a night?? Seriously man.

I guess this is a sign that I have to be a nicer person from now on. Yeah I know it's going to be hard seeing how it is simply not in my blood to be nice but I shall try my best :p

I've been sick for the entire week so instead of mugging I have been sleeping my free time away. THIS CANNOT DO! I must start mugging again very very very soon. I happily slept my Saturday away but I attribute it to the supposed-to-be-nondrowsy-but-it-makes-me-sleepy-anyway flu medicine :p

On a happier note...my hoodie is coming soon! Woohoo! Now I want my Super Show and Mirotic to come soon too.

On an even happier note...XM IS OKAY YAY! :D Miss Ng we must have a big celebration!

I think I have a very sad life T_T Even this blog is very sad. The very sad blog-owner who has a very sad life hardly has any entries with deep thoughts or whatever because she hardly ever thinks deeply, or even think for that matter. Paris Hilton should so totally find me for The Simple Life man.

And why is my Junsu not on Happy Together T_T AND HOW DARE PEOPLE CARESS HIS BUTT ~~only I can touch it ahhhhh lol~~ I mean sure you crazy love them but that doesn't give you the right to touch them anywhere and anyhow you like no? That is molestation lor and seriously they need their personal space too. You wouldn't like it if a random person starts touching you too what. No wonder they always look so glum in airports.

2008-10-06T01:10:00.001+08:00

I think I am falling sick. After all the shouting and sabotaging and what-not today T_T

2008-09-30T00:40:00.002+08:00

This is the third time I've stayed up all night to do my law assignment.

I will never never never procrastinate again.

I just downloaded the entire Mirotic album! -dances around-

2008-09-28T21:34:00.002+08:00

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

2008-09-28T02:51:00.001+08:00

I feel very depressed and helpless now maybe I should skip school on Monday

2008-09-27T13:15:00.001+08:00

I suck.

Why am I always sleeping so much :(

2008-09-26T17:19:00.001+08:00

I just woke up from a 2hr nap I am dead

So is my prop assignment.

Life sucks

2008-09-24T00:47:00.003+08:00

My most favourite LOL scene in Mirotic: Junsu playing with the light

Junsu's expression seriously pwns there lol. I cracked up when I saw that part for the very first time and it has never failed to make me LOL for the nth time watching the MV.

No wonder he is my soulmate <3

2008-09-21T14:40:00.000+08:00

Today's DA DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

DBSK is going to have their 4th album showcase today at Seoul City Hall 7pm KST, 6pm SGT omggggggg

Even though we are separated by vast oceans and all I am still brimming with excitement sitting in my room thinking of the showcase :D

But I also wish that I am in Korea now so I can head down to the City Hall and watch them perform live T_T

2008-09-20T01:26:00.000+08:00

Hello dear chingus the SuJu Concert DVD I want is going to be out soon so you all don't have to go "How ah we haven't got you your present!" anymore! :D

Its release date is 1 Oct omg excitingggggg :D:D:D:D:D:D

The recent hype in fandom has been making me deliriously high and happy and the going-to-be-released-soon Super Show DVD is a major major plus point :D LSM so knows how to earn fangirls' money man.

I wasn't like very impressed when I first heard Mirotic cos it lacks the epicness of 'O' and 'Rising Sun' but the more I listen to it the more I like it and the more addicted I am to it. It has been on loop for like the past 3.5 hours. Now I can't wait for the full PV to be out 8D

Sorry for the recent fangirling spam but then DBSK's 4th album release is a very exciting thing and I just have to blog about it otherwise I will just burst with highness and major flailing :D

2008-09-18T01:30:00.000+08:00

The full version of Hey! is making me very high!

Woah can't wait for the album release man asddjgsdakaskjasjkhadskjhaskhd

This post is useless but then I am very happy nowzzzzzzzzzzzzz

2008-09-16T22:31:00.000+08:00

All the fandom has been making me very happy :D

ADSDAKDSALJASDLKJDLKJASKASDKHASKHADSKSHADLW!!!! Tell me how can the guys in law school be ever ever ever compared to them. One is like way up in heaven while the other is worse than mud.

I can't wait for the album release. I saw the 20s PV preview just now and ASDSDJGASDKHADSHAHJFSDKJH!!! I like the song in the PV already :D The tune is catchy and it is the kind of fast song that I like (in any case I prefer any kind of fast songs except those horrible ones like techno), though it is somewhat different from 'O Jung Ban Hap' and 'Rising Sun'. And their dance!!! Omg can't wait for the whole PV to be out man.

I am so going to buy the album when it is out. Or any kind soul out there can buy it for me I'll be eternally grateful (:

2008-09-15T23:25:00.000+08:00

Dear Minsee I miss you alot. I have so many things I want to tell you. But I think we can only meet up during the holidays after our exams hahaha.

I hate school:

I was looking through the Company Tutorial and I don't understand the questions.
I have a 4hr property tutorial marathon on Friday.
Opening LLT's pptx for trial advoc caused my microsoft powerpoint to hang and shut down on its own for like 5 times. When I tried to save her slides with my notes typed inside the programme just died and my document disappeared. TWICE.
The school is so bloody cold 24/7 all the talk about saving electricity is bullcrap.
I have no money.
Recess week is next week and I must complete all the damn summaries by this week. And I haven't touched my cases yet.
Etc etc.

School is just so blah. There are times when I just don't feel like talking to anyone but aiyah obviously cannot like that. Which is why I don't like to be surrounded by people sometimes. All the efforts to make small but utterly meaningless and boring talk. And then if you don't make the effort to do so people are going to think you are some conceited bitch. Sometimes you wonder seriously what for but that is just life; you are in this game you play by the rules.

And things are still different for me after so long I seriously still can't get used to it. Makes the going tougher.

WILL THE RECESS WEEK COME QUICK PLEASE SO I WON'T BE ALL ANGSTY. I need some time for myself.

And I didn't play sparklers yesterday T_T

2008-09-08T22:26:00.000+08:00

I am a horrible. horrible girl.

A few days back I saw this pretty top online and really wanted to buy it T_T But I had this resolution not to shop online for the time being due to my depleting bank account and despite Wen the evil girl's bad influence I resisted buying the top in the end -applauds-

And then this morning I saw this shoes spree and bought 2 pairs of shoes which incidentally cost TWICE AS MUCH AS THE PRETTY TOP T_T My bank account is officially dying but I can't help but buy the shoes:

-Wanted to join the spree last time but the person closed it early so didn't buy
-I just completed a horrible horrible company tutorial and needed retail therapy
-It was like 11am when I saw the spree and you know my brain doesn't function well in the morning so lack of rational thinking there
-They are SHOES and they are reasonably-priced and pretty
-The organiser is from law school

So now the horrible, horrible girl is horribly happy (:

People, I am going to SCRIMP AND SAVE for the entire month. And does anyone know if you need your passbook with you when you use the cash deposit machine?

2008-09-06T01:49:00.000+08:00

My Chinese standard is dropping.

Sinyan and I were talking about the possibility of going for Lasik and we realised we have the same tricky and unfortunate problem of suffering from astigmatism. I knew there is this chinese phrase that describes poor souls being caught in the same sad situation but I just couldn't remember it except that the phrase has 人 somewhere. So after a minute or so I gave up and typed 苦命人 which sounded weird.

And then The Brainy One enlightened me: it's 同是天涯沦落人

!!!

My Chinese is really getting from bad to worse manz.

2008-08-29T00:50:00.000+08:00

안녕하세요.

지금숙제해요. 하지만숙제가어려워요. 숙제진짜싫어 T_T 숙제가 sianz 0.5

EHB 보고싶어 T_T 시간이없어!!!! 항상바쁜다 T_T

나는미친사람이에요

2008-08-22T01:13:00.001+08:00

EVERYBODY, SAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY NEW LOVE KIBUMMIE:

생일축아합니다
생일축아합니다
사랑하는기범오빠 ♥
생일축아합니다~~~

2008-08-14T22:29:00.000+08:00

I was sitting beside this girl today during company law lecture and it turns out that she is a fellow fangirl as well! She prefers SuJu and her favourite SuJu member is Donghae. The world is so small lolz.

And I realise most of the people are not really listening during lectures. They are all watching the Olympics online.

I want to post gifs of Sungmin and Eunhyuk here but they just don't move. Why ah.

Edit: I figured out how to post moving gifs while I was blowing my hair dry! Smart girl me.

Sungmin is sooooooooooooooo cute here:

Hyukie's hair here is sarang! How can he pull off such a cute hairstyle?! Both of them super cute lah ahhhhhhhhhhhh

-dies-

And the Yoosu fanarts ARE EVEN CUTER.

This is LOVE. -dies again-

2008-08-13T23:37:00.000+08:00

I just finished watching the repeat of the Beijing Olympics Opening Ceremony and I have 3 huge sets of readings to complete by tomorrow. -dies-

Mug mug mugggggggggggggggggggggg

2008-08-03T01:40:00.000+08:00

I am in a happy mood! Despite the fact that school is starting in 2 weeks' time, my timetable sucks, I haven't really bought the things I need for school, I have so many shows to watch, and I want my holidays to be longer.

I think it's because SuJu won the Favourite Artist (Korea) Award at the MTV Asia Awards :D! Fangirling is the most amazing thing on earth hahaha.

And because I met OJM and Minsee today <3 Which means I couldn't set the record for not seeing OJM for one year hahaha but whatever. I lubb these 2 crazy friends deep deepx. And the breakfast was nice.

And because I bought stuff online again. I suspect the stuff I bought from this another spree went OOS.

DID YOU ALL WATCH WO CAI? The lil kids are soooooooooooooooooooo cute! Especially nos. 1 and 2. The no. 2 little girl is so cute I couldn't stand it. She's so pretty and I super sarang her smile and her eyes. Ahhhhhhhh. And then you see no. 1 and no. 3 fighting over her by taking turns to kiss her on the cheek. WHY ARE LITTLE KIDS NOWADAYS SO 開放! Super cute lor. Makes me want to marry an angmo and have kids with mixed blood hahaha.

But I guess Korean-Chinese mix is fine also lah. HAHAHAHAHA.

And I LOL-ed nonstop at no.3's self intro cos he has no pauses in between his sentences and so he just kept talking at such a fast speed no one could catch whatever he was saying at all. And he was practically bouncing all over the place.

So cute lor the kids!!!!! Wo Cai should do this more often.

2008-08-02T00:34:00.000+08:00

I AM GOING TO MEET OJM AND MINSEE TOMORROW.

-dances around-

2008-08-01T00:53:00.000+08:00

The day when Yen and I were at J8 watching Thomas and his friends. Thanks for the nice surprise friend (:

2008-07-23T19:04:00.000+08:00

I passed my FTT! -dances to 로꾸거-

But the machine that prints the result slips is spoilt so I can't print mine. Feeling a lil worried now so I guess I have to go down tomorrow again to print the slip hopefully the machine works.

And I walked into a pillar at the AMK bus stop. I found it highly amusing until I realised later that my foot got cut boohoohoo.

I can finally concentrate on 命中 and my fangirl stuff! Woots~

2008-07-20T02:04:00.000+08:00

Edit: Yes you click on the word 'tagboard' and the tagboard will appear lol

I guess when you are at the bottom, the only way for you to go is up.

And after my near-disastrous driving lesson, I've decided to conduct an experiment. Wait for my results :)

I wanted to post photos of the fish spa thingy but I just realised my camera died! And I'm too lazy to charge the camera.

Pictures from long long ago:

元山飯店 which is said to have very good fengshui

The interior:

The glass shelves you see lining at the sides of the red carpet actually hold Buddha statues and other artworks which you can buy. Each one probably costs as much as my house.

The Key:

Very special right! It's unlike those normal room cardkey. It totally fits the traditional imperial theme of the hotel and the key is quite heavy for a key.

The room:

The room is very small and the TV sucked because it had very limited channels. It didn't have 八大綜合台 so I couldn't watch ISWAK2 and I was so looking forward to catching the show in TW then :(

Outside the room (you know those random huge space you will see sometimes outside the hotel room):

Not well-taken but the space is HUGE. And the hotel has all those authentic old Chinese furniture and artefacts around very 有氣質.

Kibummie. I super sarang the Don't Don pictures :D

And Junsu's getting wayyy too hot:

-melts and dies-

And anyway I know what the proppers can get for me already (: SuJu first Asia Tour Live DVD! When it comes out (:

2008-07-17T23:25:00.000+08:00

RAH.

Why is everything not going my way recently? There are these constant bouts of irritatedness and stress inside me which I simply cannot account for and my mood gets increasingly worse as the day goes by. And it's not PMS. My period ended last week. Unless I'm having Post-MS. In an attempt to lift my mood I:

Ate Tolberone (Tues)

Drank bubble tea (Wed)

Ate chocolate (Today)

And it's not helping a single bit. I want some time to be alone (not physically but psychologically) and try to readjust my mood but there are so many things going on now that I just can't find the time to do so. You'll just feel these ill feelings accumulating and bottling up within you and yet you can't do anything about it and so it constantly remains there. It's like a bottle of water filled to the brim threatening to spill over and yet you place a cork over the mouth to stop the overflowing but the bottle may end up exploding in your face.

Today's driving lesson sucked like hell. I didn't even know what I was doing most of the time and my mood just went completely downhill. I just felt so irritated at everything and I guess angry at myself for not driving as well as I want myself to be. The instructor could totally sense that I was feeling very pissed (though not really for the reason he thought) and had me pull over to talk to me and half the time I don't even recall the things he said happening on the road. It was a bad mixture of feeling angry, upset and ashamed and as I drove off I was actually tearing. Maybe the aircon was making my eyes dry and so the tears came more easily. But I told myself it would be stupid and absolutely embarrassing to cry in front of the instructor and I must not be beaten so easily.

I think I'm going crazy.

And my head is still aching.

2008-07-10T01:29:00.000+08:00

If U want to listen to the Jap version of U: http://community.livejournal.com/super_junior/798393.html

Honestly I dun really like it. The song sounds choppy to me :\ I dunno if it's because the boys are not proficient in Jap or because it's just the Jap language itself OR because I'm used to the Korean version; the song just doesn't flow very nicely to me. And some of the boys sound different! Like Siwon and Kyuhyun T_T

And the rap is ? I think Kibummie could have done a better job? I was a lil disappointed in his part seeing how he can speak English and all but somehow his rhythm is kinda off. Eunhyuk is good though! And the English rap makes sense, which is honestly like wow!

Anyhow I still sarang all of them <3.

I lost my train of thoughts cos I went off for a while to watch the chinese version MV and I decided I really don't like Zhou Mi hahaha. Anyway I saw The Source of Entertainment at the driving centre today and I got a big shock hahaha. Haven't seen TSE around the centre previously though. Well let's see if I get to see TSE on Friday or any other day when I go for my lessons for that matter.

2008-07-09T00:38:00.000+08:00

I tell you I am 100% convinced that my Korean teacher likes DBSK. Today for our conversation practice she used 동방신기 again! Except that that precious slip of paper brimming with joy and happiness did not come to us yet again T_T It ended up with this lady who for all the love that is Dong Bang didn't know who is DBSK. But I kept to my promise (sort of) and became very high when we realised DBSK made their appearance in the classroom once again :)

Actually I am very high and happy recently due to SuJu. Seriously those boys are full of crack. I'm finishing SuJu Full House soon but I am going to rewatch it. Their English lessons are LOL and they keep doing all sorts of random funny shit. And Kibum is love (L). And the hardworking me actually paused the show a few times to revise my Korean okay! I so super rock hahaha.

And I'm going to have my first Korean oral test in 2 weeks' time! So exciting. Though I just have to say 3 short lines.

Oh ehyo ehyo ehyo ehyo boshing the sheep~

2008-07-05T00:49:00.000+08:00

This is yet another (super) random post!

I'm done with EHB already :( Seriously why do they only have 13 episodes?! SBS should have extended it or something, just look at the absolutely wonderful benefits of EHB:

-You get to learn so much more than your bio lessons put together.

-You get to learn how to cheat during NAPFA (not that I have to go through that shit anymore but still).

-You get to improve/ revise your Korean.

-You get to laugh like crazy and be highly entertained by the boys' funny shit antics.

-You get to spazz over good-looking, hilarious, dorky, crazy, cute, (insert positive adjective here) boys.

-You'll have a wonderful time spazzing cos there are THIRTEEN boys for you to spazz over.

-You get to know the boys you're spazzing over better.

-You'll be touched by their SuJu love and the hard work they put in during the show.

Honestly. How can you get so many benefits in a variety show? 13 episodes are simply not enough :( Can just hope for a Season 2 with SuJu again but I highly doubt they will have the time to cohost and all.

So to sustain my SuJu high, I'm watching SuJu Full House! I know it's super slow for me seeing how it was aired nearly 2 years ago but better late than never right :) 3 minutes into the first ep and I'm spazzing over Kibum already.

And after that I'll rewatch EHB again!

And Boonying I will get the HQ vids from you :) Sarang

2008-07-03T22:21:00.000+08:00

This is to prove my sister guide wrong:

I am still in sarang with DBSK! They are my permanent laptop/handphone wallpapers lor haha. Just that I extended this sarang to their fellow friends. SM Love everybody!

Speaking of DBSK, I really think my Korean teacher likes them. The other day she gave us a piece of paper each with something written on it for conversation practice purposes and one of them contained DBSK. Just that we didn't receive that wonderful piece of paper brimming with love and happiness; this another person got it and I'm sure she didn't know who on earth was 동방신기 because she was fumbling when she read the name aloud. AND she read it devoid of feelings. Sook and I were cheering at the other end when we heard the name.

So either my teacher likes them, or she was trying to tease us/ force us to proclaim our Dong Bang Love ever since she overheard us talking about them during the first lesson because whenever she asked the class who is our favourite Korean singer we would just keep our mouths shut. The next time she asks I will not be shy anymore!

And I'm very sad cos EHB has only 13 episodes and I'm down to the last epi already :(

2008-07-03T01:46:00.000+08:00

This is super random but I'm so in sarang with SuJu after watching EHB. They are just so cute and dorky and the shit they do during the show is damn hilarious. And I can match the faces to their names! Woohoo

Ok I'm back to watching EHB! I was watching the part where EeTeuk flew into the air and kept asking why was he placed in group2 it was so funny I was laughing so hard and then I decided to post this random post.

2008-07-02T22:20:00.000+08:00

I had the weirdest driving lesson today.

I was supposed to learn how to change lane, check blind spot, stopping at and moving off from the kerbside etc today, but my instructor taught me zilch. Absolutely nothing! There wasn't even an introduction to the lesson, like what was I going to learn today. He just told me to drive on, while happily humming to himself. Otherwise the only times he spoke were when he asked me to make turns, overtake, change lanes, or when I made some mistakes while driving. He didn't even tell me how to do those stuff! I didn't even stop at the kerbside today for goodness sake. And we did the changeover thingy only once today. I had to drive out of the centre and back by myself while listening to his instructions. My 5th lesson only leh! That instructor is just super slack. Seriously -.-

Even so he let me pass the subject when I learnt zilch. I was like wth! He only told me about blind spots when I asked him at the END of the lesson lor. Everything just felt so 莫名其妙. I enjoyed today's lesson though, it wasn't as stressful as the previous lesson where another instructor was so critical I got extremely pissed with him (and myself for driving badly) and used 4 swear words in a row when my engine died. And he became nicer to me after that hahaha. I think he got scared of me.

I want to get my licence quickly leh :(

2008-06-27T22:13:00.000+08:00

Get well soon Chunnie T_T

2008-06-22T02:59:00.001+08:00

My Sex and the City season 2 is loading really slow and I'm bored so I changed my blogskin.

2008-06-22T01:27:00.000+08:00

Minsee says she hasn't been understanding my fangirl posts :( Yeah I know sometimes it can get -.- but I don't always blog about them whatttttt.

Ok updates about my slacker life so far:
-I went to M'sia last week. Nothing much about the trip except a whole load of complaints which I can happily share if you are interested to know. The only perk was the fish therapy thingy where tiny fishes eat your dead skin. Super ticklish I tell you. Yours truly screamed the first time a fish nibbled her foot and you could probably imagine how 丟臉 yours truly was cos the spa was quiet in the tranquil kinda way and everyone was staring at her. But it was fun! I have pictures of the fishes at work but I'm too lazy to upload them now so I will do it next time (:

-I went to law camp last week too! Absolutely nothing to say about it except that I really enjoyed those late-night talking sessions with my sarang chinguls love love <3 <3 You know if we were sims you could totally see the jump in our relationship points hahaha.

-I'm still attending my Korean lessons! Already lagging behind cos I haven't been studying the vocab. And the grammar bit got me a tad confused with Jap boo. But I will work hard! I'm really thinking of completing all the levels the school offers and move on to take the KLPT. And in the meantime I will re-study my Jap too seeing how I have forgotten most of the stuff. Can't let what I learnt go to waste.

-I'm taking driving lessons too! Honestly I really like driving alot. I don't have any reason for it, but I just like driving. I'll be very irritated when my engine stalls or when I don't stop the car at the designated place etc etc, but generally I feel happy when I drive. I don't think I can get my licence by the end of the year though, which means I have to continue my lessons at Woodlands since the school is moving there next year -.-

Many other random things happened which pissed me off greatly and it's super irritating when I can't express my thoughts and feelings freely about these issues. You'd just realise that there are many different kinds of people out there which you have never really dealt with before until now and they irritate the hell out of you so much that your most innate reaction is to slap them in the face but obviously you can't do that because of other more rational factors which are holding you back. Which is why I think being a kid is the best cos kids do not lie or pretend or care about anything else besides themselves and they can just do whatever they want and they will not receive any stigma of sorts except maybe a scolding from their parents. But mature people can't simply act like kids. Though judging from the actions of some people you begin to question if they have grown out of their immaturity.

And hello Miss Minsi and Mr Jianming we need to meet up! I'll organise a dinner or something next week. Have TONS to tell you both I can't keep them bottled inside me otherwise I will be very 辛苦.

2008-06-12T00:40:00.000+08:00

I had a haircut just now and I feel very happy! I think there's something therapeutic about getting your hair cut. Like shopping and eating chocolates. Relieves your stress somehow.

Anyway I was surfing PopSeoul just now, and I'm shocked that Zhou Mi and Henry are placed on probation! I really don't like Zhou Mi, but I can't help but feel sorry for him. And Henry too (I'm ok with him though). Both of them had to travel all the way to Korea to receive training for a few years, start things from scratch (I mean it's hard for someone to travel to a foreign land and stay there for a few years when you didn't know the language and what to expect exactly for starters), and were probably excited and hopeful when they knew they were going to be in the group! And then they just debuted for 2 months and now they had to be placed on probation. They may not be doing so well now (hey people don't know them as well as they know the other 13 members), but this takes time I guess. And to me it is harsh to announce that they are placed on probation and will be replaced with some other random guy if they don't buck up. Why is there this possible random replacement?!

*Ok I just read the comments on PopSeoul and it seems like this probation thingy is just a rumour. An old rumour to be precise. Chey. But since I'm at it might as well continue lah hor*

And I don't understand why SM keeps coming up with random SJ sub-groups. Having SJ-M is understandable, but SJ-T? SJ Happy? Why pick random members from the original SJ and plonk them into random sub-groups which don't have much significance whatsoever? Ok SM is probably trying to diversify and earn more moolah, but seriously. To me, having too many random sub-groups makes it hard for people to recognise and focus on the main style of the group. And it kinda appears as if the group isn't very united? That's the feeling I get. Having the sub-groups means that all the members wouldn't be able to do everything together, at least that's how I feel.

Speaking of SuJu, I'm beginning to like YeSung! After watching EHB. He's damn cute and hilarious! The really stupid things he does on the show just crack me up all the time. And I <3 his singing voice. Plus he wears earrings. I just have this thing for guys with earrings. No wonder I <3 동방신기! Even though I was disappointed in Changmin when he pierced his ears when he said he would not do it cos it ruins the body your parents gave you. Being (or used to be) the only one in the group with virgin ears made him special in a certain way :(

I need to mug my Korean now cos the teacher taught us so many words yesterday! 2 pages worth of words. I had a headache after the lesson. And we have a quiz next lesson :( Hwaiting!

2008-06-09T23:20:00.001+08:00

I thought of a hybrid oyaji gagu the other day! Junsu would have been proud. I attribute this stroke of brilliance to my suspected-to-be-growing wisdom tooth :p

Delicious Mr Cucumber

おいしい 오이시

2008-06-08T01:15:00.000+08:00

Annyeong!

This is a random post.

I tried to type 'an' in Korean but I can't :( And I am very bored. And I haven't started learning the vocab words 선셍님 taught us.

I think I will start looking for ad hoc jobs after law camp my bank account is depleting :( Can't find those 9-to-5 kind of office jobs since I have to attend lessons and all.

And I think one of my wisdom teeth is coming out :( Over dinner just now I felt weird while eating and I thought some rice grain got stuck or something but when I touched that weird thing it was a tooth. At least I have more wisdom now. Smart girl becomes smarter.

I am really super bored. I think I will finish Sex and The City season 1 before mugging my vocab words.

I haven't really fangirl-ed for a long time. But I still <3 동방신기. 사랑해! I wanted to type 'yo' but it doesn't have that oval thing on top! Boo.

2008-06-03T23:01:00.000+08:00

I'm officially a step closer to DBSK woohoo!

I went for my first Korean lesson today and yes yes I was late as usual -.- Was watching 娛樂百分百 and abit of 同心圓 even though 同心圓 is a crappy show. But anyways. I enjoyed my first lesson! It was a slow, painful but enjoyable kind of lesson. Slow and painful cos you have to learn everything from scratch (learning how to pronounce and write the vowels and consonants, memorising them etc), but enjoyable cos I'm learning something I like! And the teacher is very approachable and nice. She laughed when she overheard Sook and I talking about DBSK lol. I think she is a fan too but doesn't dare to tell us cos she shy. I suspect she likes Jaejoong cos she was wearing blue. I think she will wear purple next week to show her support for Purple Line.

My first impression of Korean language is that its pronunciations are harder to grasp than Jap...certain consonants sound the same to me and you can't really tell the difference except that perhaps you have to pronounce one consonant in a more forceful way than the other. And the way some of the vowels and consonants are written are confusing too...guess I need to put in lots of effort to memorise all of them by next Tuesday. I don't mind though; I feel very happy about learning Korean and incidentally this is more interesting than law. And we have penmanship too! So cute right :)

Okay I'm off to watch 命中 and then revise what I learnt today! Everybody say goodbye to my mundane life!

2008-05-31T22:47:00.000+08:00

I am feeling SO not good.

I fell sick after the Korean dinner on Tuesday :( I was feeling really feverish later that night and then a sore throat came the next day. And then surprise surprise the blocked nose and the coughs came full force -.- I went to see the doc just now and he told me I had a throat infection :( So I guess I have to put off my Kbox plans for the time being boo. I think it's the kimchi.

And as dear friends should know, I'm in a bad mood when I'm sick. And it doesn't help when:

1) My menses decided to come on the day my results were out ie. yesterday (I'm feeling zen about my results for some reason maybe it's the flu. Not that my results are fantastic but whatever.)
2) I couldn't find Foxtrot in the library. WHY is Foxtrot always on loan!?! I want to read Foxtrot but somehow others will always be faster and take my beloved Foxtrot away! Why?!
3) I can't figure out how to play the Business expansion pack. I set up a home business, bought the makeover station thingy but no customer went for a makeover they just kept watching TV at my Sim's place! So I ended the business.
4) 周日八點檔 is boring as hell with its 名人堂. Where is my 躲貓貓?!
5) My stupid brother insisted on going to SAKAE SUSHI for dinner when I wanted my 小籠包. I'm generally ok with Jap food but NOT when I had it twice for the week already.
Etc etc.

The only saving graces in my mundane and absolutely boring life so far are DBSK and 命中注定我愛你 and the probable-but-hopefully-confirmed trip to KL. Not that KL is great but I feel like I need a getaway to spend some time with myself. And my Korean lessons! Starting on Tuesday. I'm quite excited about it cos I feel as if I'm a step closer to my DBSK heh. And learning a new language is a beautiful thing cos to me that's how you get to know another country's culture and to really connect with that country. So if my law career can't work out in the future I will fly over to Korean and go for SM auditions! :D Not JYP I think he looks like a gorilla.

And minsi and OJM we need to meet up I miss you both and I have many things to tell you.

2008-05-22T18:43:00.000+08:00

T_T

This is to mourn for my love for Junsu.

T_T

2008-05-20T22:43:00.000+08:00

Because I've been playing Sims since the exams ended, I haven't been doing anything else at all.

JUNSU DYED HIS HAIR BLACK I AM SO SO SO SO HAPPY. I think dark colours suit him better.

Actually I ran out of things to say except that I watched their 'Tonight' performance just now on youtube and it was damn good! Jaejoong's singing there rocks. And 'Tonight' is one of my favourite songs!

I don't know how to end this properly my mind is disoriented. The boys just killed my brain cells lol.

/Edit: I dunno how to resize! Cannot see yunho :(

2008-04-05T01:40:00.000+08:00

Hello all I'm back! :D Let me do a quick one before going back to study my Legal Theory cos I know you all miss me very badly :D:D:D

The past 2 weeks had been pretty horrendous for me. I was constantly in a high-strung mode.

Memorial was due on Sunday 23 Mar and I had contracts presentation during that week as well. Can just imagine I was so stressed because contracts presentation was worth 10% of class part so I had to do a good one and as usual LAWR cannot be done at the last minute. Especially since I didn't do well in the previous memorial and the latest memorial had to be given to my opponent for moots. So had to do a better job.

Then on that following Tuesday I had Crim presentation. Had to do write-up and powerpoint presentation and they can't be done badly either since those formed the bulk of my class part grades. Couldn't do much on Sunday after memorial cos memorial was due at 10.59pm and I was so tired after that I couldn't finish the uncompleted crim law readings. So I had to finish my readings AND do writeup AND do powerpoint on Monday. I didn't sleep at all. Only managed to complete and submit everything on Tuesday morning itself and I had no time to print my speech (ie my writeup) cos I was running late. I thought I would just bring my laptop up to the table and just read my speech off its screen.

And then guess what. My laptop decided it had enough of shitty law school stuff and died on me. COULDN'T START UP AT ALL. I was freaking out so badly! Cos when I completed and submitted my stuff on IVLE and all I shut my laptop down and went to washup etc, I realised I might have typed something wrongly. So I rushed to turn on my laptop to check. AND THEN IT JUST REFUSED TO START UP. I was like !!! I had no speech! How am I going to present later! And my brain was quite dead so I can't just present without any script. Made frantic calls to Liane my life-saviour asking her to help me retrieve my writeup from IVLE and to print it out for me. Thanks goodness there's Liane! Otherwise I could just die on the spot.

Tried to salvage my laptop the entire day and it just wouldn't start up. I got so so so worried because I didn't backup my school stuff, all my seminar notes and everything. If these notes were gone I can die on the spot as well. Sent it to NUS for repair and the guy told me there was some error with my hard disk and it had to be replaced! But he said luckily he managed to save my documents, my fangirl stuff etc etc.

But when I got my laptop back, I realised half of my legal theory notes were gone. Those seminar notes after the midsem break just disappeared. I was !!! again because other more random and less important things were still there but not my legal theory. So I guess my laptop is making a very clear and firm stand that it still doesn't like law school.

Damn drama right my life.

I had moots the week after crim law presentation (ie this week) and so even after my crim presentation was over I couldn't take a break cos I had to prepare very well for moots. Have to write a speech, do rebuttals, try and cover all possible loopholes the judges might find, read cases and sieve out details, etc etc. And it doesn't help when your opponent had twice the number of authorities used and had a case which was so difficult to rebut. I spent 2 days on that stupid case and was desperately trying to argue my way out of it.

I thought my moots was much much better than my OP cos I wasn't that nervous, my mind didn't go blank and I could think properly. I was better prepared this time after reading all the cases and statutes and making case summaries for reference. But one of the tutors didn't give us good comments :( Merely said our styles were good and after that her 99% of her comments were about how we didn't do well. So Sinyan and I got the feeling that we didn't do very well for our moots and it seemed like the judges were not impressed. Boo.

During the moots my opponent and I had a mini catfight during our rebuttal time. I think the judges were quite O_O actually hahaha. The drama that happened last week with my laptop dying and everything else decided it couldn't have my moots ending peacefully I guess. My opponent apologised after that, but anyway it's over already so yeah.

And so I passed a mini milestone in my law school life! I'm officially done with LAWR! Woots! Now on to tackle Legal Theory exam which is in 2 weeks' time. Hwaiting!

2008-03-22T03:09:00.000+08:00

I honestly honestly honestly suck. I'm supposed to be doing memorial but I ended up watching Happy Together and EHB with DBSK! Arghhhhhh. And I watched Happy Together for like 5 times since yesterday -faints-

But I haven't fangirled for such a looooooooong time...honestly can tell by seeing how I only started watching the shows like now when they were released in Jan and Feb. And Happy Together is extremely funny. I laughed until tears came out and this happened for all the 5 times I watched Happy Together. Honestly that episode with DBSK is priceless.

Argh so angry with myself lor! Keep getting distracted. Either I'll go on Facebook to play Prolific, or I'll watch youtube. Why like that :(

So the only solution is to pull out that ethernet cable from my laptop. Must up the grade for memorial this time. HWAITING!

And I want the screencap of Junsu eating ice cream in Happy Together when Park Myungsoo was singing~

Bah.

2008-03-14T02:23:00.000+08:00

New oyaji gagu!

鮫は醒める

Lalala!

2008-03-12T22:29:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PEKKY! :D

Here's to the 8 years of friendship! Thanks for being such a great friend and a professional fangirl who has all the constant updates, MVs, PVs, variety shows, dramas etc... <3

I made an oyaji gagu just for you! Thought of it on the way home today. ~~It's not very good and I wanted to check my Jap dict but couldn't find it cos it's buried deep somewhere T_T~~ Ok found my Jap dict in the end! Found a better oyaji gagu to replace the one I thought of.

単調ない誕生日！:D

2008-02-22T19:17:00.000+08:00

The court should just rule that Cheryl Koh and Wan Kok Sin are all wasting our time, make them compensate us for spending so much of our youth on their petty case and for making us miserable and for causing us to have a serious lack of sleep and then ban such people from suing each other EVER AGAIN.

And then it should rule that the system of having only a certain number of people on Lawnet be abolished COMPLETELY. Just bloody hell let everyone go to Lawnet at the same time.

Better yet, rule that LAWR be abolished. We reached a settlement already and we still need to moot! Bloody hell.

I just came to the conclusion that the fewer credits a module has, the worse the module is. Look at LAWR and SLS and Legal Theory.

2008-02-15T22:46:00.000+08:00

Hello! :D

I haven't been updating cos I don't want to until I changed my blogskin but somehow I just can't change it cos when I download the html codes from blogskin.com it will show me the entire pictorial layout and not the codes on my mac. And my desktop is not working despite being sent for checks twice already so it pisses me off greatly.

Anyway! I watched Sweeney Todd today! Woots. The movie was gory and gothic and it really had the cathartic effect, so now I can finally understand and experience catharsis Aug Wong was talking about during Gothic Lit. There was honestly this release of emotions feeling. Though at some parts the singing bored me cos they sang the same songs over again and the blood was too fake for my liking. Very impressed by the fako Italian man's Italian accent and Joanna's and the lil boy's singing. And Tim Burton's dark portrayal of the lil boy was disturbing to me, like how he drinks Gin at such a young age, how he begins to look like Todd and Lovelett at the end of the movie, and how he killed Todd in one clean swift action, having no expression whatsoever. No child-like innocence, but then that's what Burton does in his movies, doing away with all the fluffy innocence stuff. Though I was quite puzzled as to why Todd died when the lil boy slit his throat very lightly as compared to how Todd did to his victims. And why Todd didn't topple over his wife's body cos he died liao so his body should be limp right.

But overall it's a good movie. :)

Before we went for the movies Kang, Pang and I went to the school for spastic children. Basically we signed up for this CIP-like thingy where we will bring the kids with cerebral palsy to Botanics to play and the organisers had this introduction session today at the school. The turnout for today was less than 1/6 of the people who signed up -.- We got to see some of the kids, and some of them were really damn cute! There is this lil boy who reminds me of Yoda and he gives the feeling that he is some wise old sage. Has very chubby cheeks too. But he's wheelchair-bound cos I think his legs can't support his weight...his legs are very very thin. And there is this very cute girl who can't talk cos her mouth muscles are not functioning :( But she was very happy at the playground and was laughing and smiling.

As we walked around the school and looked at the kids, I felt sad. Looking at the helpless state they were in will really tug at your heartstrings. Those kids I saw, they were happy (you know how kids are usually very happy kind) and they are just kids you know, and yet they have to suffer so much more than us, pained me to see that. Sigh. So I'm quite glad that I'm going for the kidsplay thing during midsem break, at least I can do something to make them happy that sort of thing.

Speaking of midsem break. I DON'T WANT IT TO COME. After the break it will be the much-dreaded moots. My tutor isn't focusing on moots at all (but I think she should cos mooting is so important and bloody scary) right now, she's more focused on the damn memorial. 3000 WORDS the memorial. And I haven't even started drafting it. Better go read Neumann later or something to get the main idea about persuasive arguments. Argh. I hate LAWR! LAWR is a bitch. So are Cheryl Koh Lee Peng and Wan Kok Sin the damn troublesome couple. Make my life miserable only.

This is random but I want to show you all my soulmate's new hair! Not really used to the colour cos I prefer his dark hair. Eh ok I just checked the lj just now and his "new" hairstyle in the pictures was different from this leh. Why like that! But equally shuai lah haha.

Happy Total Defence Day all! And Happy belated V-day!

2008-01-30T00:53:00.000+08:00

I found this on the net

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

2008-01-27T01:12:00.000+08:00

Today is Jaejoong's birthday! And something very funny about Jaejoong and I happened today, so I guess it's a way to celebrate his birthday or something lol.

In the afternoon I was replying Sook's message about Jaejoong, so naturally I was thinking about our lovely birthday boy. Then my excolleague called me quite out of the blue, but that isn't the point. His name is Jooleong.

SO when I saw the name flashing on the screen, these were the immediate thoughts that went through my mind:

1) HUH Jaejoong is calling me?! Why is Jaejoong calling me?

2) Since when do I have Jaejoong's number?

3) Did someone save Jaejoong's name in my phone as a joke?

And these thoughts went in this numerical order.

And so I was staring at the screen for a few seconds before I realised it was Jooleong. Lol. All of you will say OF COURSE Jaejoong couldn't have called me since he doesn't know of my existence but then seriously for some reason I didn't think of how Jaejoong doesn't know me at all. Hahahaha.

Anyway I wanted to celebrate Joongie's birthday lor! Like buy a small cake or something. But then fellow fangirls were not with me so I scrapped the idea. And even if we were together they wouldn't buy a cake too. They shot down that idea when I suggested it during Junsu's birthday :(

So I resorted to singing Happy Birthday to Jaejoong. The Korean birthday song. Except that I dunno Korean so I just hummed the tune and only sang the "Hamnida!" parts.

And so marks the mini celebration today (:

2008-01-26T03:12:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAEJOONG! :D

Jaejoong is the first guy I took notice of in DBSK and he is also the first guy I like in the group, just like (possibly) everyone else haha. He's 22 this year! Everybody, say Happy Birthday to him!

As Sook used to say, these boys are the same age as the year 1 guys we see in uni, but they are wayyyyyy up in heaven as opposed to the guys we see in school who are mere human beings. They are god's gift to fangirls whereas the uni guys are just...uni guys who are just the same anywhere lol. It's quite amazing don't you think so? The 5 boys are like still so young and they have done so much more than all of us put together.

Though I feel a lil sad for them cos they look older than they actually are...imagine the amount of stress and workload they have. But then without this workload and stuff we wouldn't be able to see them in news or whatever so often.

But anyway! We should all celebrate Jaejoong's birthday! Happy birthday Jaejoong~

2008-01-25T00:57:00.000+08:00

It's 1am and I still have half a chapter and 3 articles to read for crim law tomorrow. Chan is one killer man.

But anyway I dun care now! I am one happy fangirl because I finally have the full version of Purple Line in Korean!!! :D:D:D

I love Yunho's rap there. Though he sounds like Changmin in certain parts of the song, like when he is doing this duet thingy with my soulmate before the chorus.

At first I wasn't quite used to the Kor version cos I was listening to the Jap one on repeat all day long, but it grows on you! I prefer their songs in Korean version, sounds smoother and more 'packed'? Somehow I get the feeling the lyrics in Korean are longer.

Ok I just realised they sound more nasal-ly in the Korean version. Especially Micky.

I think this doesn't make much sense to you all, but I am happy! My fav song currently.

2008-01-20T01:19:00.000+08:00

This is dedicated to my not-so-dear friend.

Even though you:

Are so irritating and childish

Are such a mean bitch most of the times

Refuse to introduce me to your shuai brother :(

Totally have no image which can match those of your smart and pretty friends (you USED to have a shuaige image but goodness knows what happened to it I guess you threw it away and totally degraded to nothingness haha)

Have absolutely bad taste (right minsee)

Are a sore loser

Complain a hell lot

Have uneven tan

Always laugh at others' misfortunes and 落井下石

Can't sing for nuts

You are still my friend I dunno why. Happy birthday friend (:

2008-01-17T01:05:00.001+08:00

Just 3 days into the first school week and I feel like dying. Today is a free day but I didn't do much! Just kept sleeping...luckily school doesn't really start early tomorrow. Shall do my crim law readings later. NINE sets of readings to complete by Friday somebody kill me please. And I'm supposed to read up on breach seeing how I totally caught no ball during the lectures (the prof doesn't put up ANY slides and he keeps talking like a bullet train and he thinks he is going slow :(:(:( ). And I'm supposed to read the legal theory stuff I left out for the first seminar and the stuff is hard to understand :( Luckily there's only 1 legal theory session a week otherwise I can really die under the sheer amount of readings. Honestly I dun really care about natural law or legal positivism or anything like it.

Oh anyway my crim law prof reminds me of Aug Wong. His gestures and stuff. They have the same head and hairstyle except that my prof looks like a Japanese.

Have to sleep late again. Oh man.

2008-01-14T22:01:00.000+08:00

Oh my goodness the amount of readings I have to complete by tomorrow is enough to kill me.

10pm and I haven't started on crim law and legal theory. I guess I dun have to sleep tonight :(

Boohoohooooooooooo

2008-01-04T16:32:00.000+08:00

I have been awake for the past 25 hours.

I WANT TO COMPLAIN. WHY I KENA LEGAL THEORY C :( Ends at 6 leh can die. I am going to rot for 3 hours between my contract lectures and legal theory seminars on Tuesdays. Walao eh why am I so suay most of my friends are in group B! Though the good thing is they end at 5 so I guess that's a slight comfort muahahaha. You know, they end earlier but not by alot. Hahaha.

I guess I will use the time to do my readings. And prolly study since my results aren't that fabulous.

And and and my nametwin is in the same seminar as me! So is my SLS shuaige. Now he shall be named my Legal Theory shuaige :) Another more-than-slight comfort there.

Oh another slight comfort is that I only have legal theory on Tuesdays. So not that bad.

Ok come to think of it it may be good ending late. So I won't have the time to take naps when I reach home. Yes. Then I have more time for schoolwork.

I want to get a new blogskin but I can't find the one I like! Sucks.

Anyway I pierced my ear just now again! Third one on the right. So I am quite happy now lalala

2008-01-01T23:46:00.000+08:00

Happy New Year everyone :D!

2007-12-30T01:26:00.000+08:00

The first dinner in Taiwan was good! We went to this place called 伍角船板. The entire restaurant was basically an art piece.

The exterior.

The staircase in the restaurant. Very beautiful right! When I climbed up the stairs I was very scared that I would fall right through.

The dining table. Their bowls and cups were really heavy I tell you. No pics of the food cos I was busy eating haha. But the food was good! They make muachee using fresh milk damn nice. And they cook chicken and cockles together for the soup.

The sink in the toilet. Nice right.

I am feeling damn lazy. More tomorrow. Shall persevere till I blog about 圓山 haha

2007-12-29T02:25:00.001+08:00

Took the 8.30am flight to Taiwan, which meant i had to wake up like at 6. Which was like an impossible job for me hahaha. I haven't woke up at 6am for SO LONG.

The plane that took us to Taiwan. I like SIA cos I think the food very nice. Plus it has quite up-to-date movies. It even had ANTM and 康熙來了 though only 1 episode. 小S can host so much better than Selina!

桃園 Airport. I wanted to take a picture of Jolin and 吳導's "Welcome to Taiwan" standing cardboard thingy but there were people standing near it so I paiseh. That's why I took F4 instead.

The place where tourists wait for their tour buses. Taiwan tour buses are quite big which is very good cos it means you have lots of leg space. And we got those big tour bus too even though our tour group only consists of 14 people! I initially thought we would like have a mini bus or something. Quite cold there cos the wind was blowing. We were waiting for the bus when we realised my brother's luggage lock got stuck. So suay hor.

The tour guide. His name is Thomas. He was the reason why I got pissed on several occasions in Taiwan (more later) but he has his redeeming points too. He's damn good in history and I like to hear him talking about it. He knows German too. But the most important thing is he called me 美女 lalala~
Even so I reckon as a tour guide you dun really tell the tourists how Taiwan suffers from typhoons and earthquakes frequently. Or at least you wouldn't want to tell your tourists you HOPED that they could experience an earthquake during their stay in Taiwan cos Singapore doesn't have any.

Our first stop was 六褔村主題樂園 at 台中. This theme park has a safari and 6 different mini theme parks, no idea whether the safari is considered a theme park of its own too lazy to check haha. Anyway this damn rich Taiwan guy built this theme park according to Disneyland when it was built in US then, so it's kinda like a TW version of Disneyland. This TW version of Disneyland was empty except for 國小 students, random TW teenagers and few tourists groups. Which meant we didn't have to queue up for rides.

The safari ride which I thought was quite amazing cos the animals there were not kept in enclosures. They had the freedom to move anywhere they want. Which was quite scary come to think of it, imagine the lions and tigers pouncing upon the bus.

More random animals.

We only managed to visit the Arabian theme park cos the whole place closes at 5.30pm during winter. That big round wheel thingy, you will go round it 360 degrees which means you have to be upside down at some point. I was screaming like nuts there cos when you are fully upside down in that ride, it means you are at the top of the wheel thingy. So your feet will be lifted off the ground. Scary but exciting. Then there's the merry-go-round. The park had a very nice roller-coaster too. It's like the seats are not exactly joined together, you have individual booths for 2 linked together. These booths spin on their own while moving on the roller-coaster track. So double the scariness and excitement.

The park in the dark.

I am feeling very lazy and I want to watch the Bonjour Paris DVD clips. More tomorrow.

2007-12-25T19:06:00.000+08:00

Hello all I'm back.

Because I am feeling lazy haha, I'll upload the photos another time. I miss my Taiwan :(

Merry X'mas!

2007-12-18T00:44:00.000+08:00

Been busy packing and buying stuff today bleah.

Liane: Congrats for passing your driving test!!!!! Get a car so you can bring me to school AND home from school everydayyyy :D:D:D If your parents won't get you a car rent a taxi! Diesel is cheaper than petrol hehehe.
Yen: 26th should be ok...but dun play with money leh cos I will lose one haha.
Minsi: I will try and get for you...though I remember the last time I went to Taiwan I couldn't find any nice bags which are as nice as those from online sprees. Use those you bought online first lah ahaha.

Ok goodbye everyone! I'm off to Taiwan~~~be back on the 23rd :D!

2007-12-16T02:52:00.000+08:00

Aiya I just want to complain here. Pardon me for being a mean bitch.

Horrible, horrible stomach cramps keep coming every few days. I had bad cramps on Friday and I had bad cramps again today. Dunno what's wrong with me. And it's definitely not PMS. Damn it lah. I want to play in Taiwan you know! People have cramps during their periods but I'm like the complete opposite. Cramps for no reason! What is this.

I am supposed to be fangirling now! I am supposed to catch up with all the Banjun dramas I haven't watched (Yes I'm a horrible fangirl I know)! But now I am removing stacks and stacks of crappy A Level stuff which I haven't touched for a year (which is actually a short time but then it seemed so far away) from all my cupboards and my dear friends you all should know how many pieces of bloody notes and paper we had accumulated over the 2 years. And I am making a mess of my room because my stupid cousin wants to borrow my notes.

Now I dun really have an issue with lending people my notes generally but this time I am pissed off.

I dunno about others, but when my As were completed I didn't arrange my school stuff according to the subjects. I just chucked my stuff into any space I could find in my cupboards. Simply because I didn't want to look at my stuff again and relieve the nightmarish period. AND SO this means I have to empty my cupboards and sort out everything according to the subjects my cousin wants and this means I have mountains of notes all over my room. And I nearly fell off the stupid chair.

He is only entering J1 next year and my dear friends you all should know the syllabus had changed. Like completely. So I have no idea why does he still want my notes. Ok maybe to see how the subjects are like, yes, but if the syllabus had changed I dun quite see how helpful they can be in helping you to see what topics will they teach and to decide whether to take the sub or not. You know, like Maths they have the graphic calculator or whatever it's called.

He wants my notes to decide mainly whether to take some sub. When I was choosing my subject combi I didn't think that far honestly. I took Lit cos I liked it, I took Econs cos I thought it sounded cool. I took LEP cos practical. As in, he still has the first 3 months thingy (according to my bro they will only abolish it in his year which I think it's too bad). He has the 3 months to try out what...then crash all the lects he is interested in, use that time to decide lor. It's only when you truly experienced it will you form some perspectives of your own and perspectives change what. As in, there's no need to prepare? Everyone starts out the same way. Plus he is in the thru-train programme so I reckon he is in a much better position than others who are not in it.

And when you need to ask a favour from someone, you ask personally, you don't get your mother to ask for you. I just think it's basic courtesy. Your mum doesn't need the stuff, you do. So why can't you ask yourself? Even though we are not very shou3 but still. I just think when you are old enough you should do things on your own.

Which reminds me. My stupid brother is like that too. Simply refuses to order his own stuff when I'm out with him you know. I must always order for him. As in when we are out eating. He is going to be 15 and he still acts like this. But of course being the very smart and mean sister, I always punish him by ignoring his orders but he never learns. I think my mum spoilt him.

Ok I think I am very petty and mean haha. It's the unpacking and sorting thru part that really pisses me off.

Ok lah I admit I'm a selfish girl. But I still gave him my notes lor...hai.

Maybe it's the cramps. And since Junsu's birthday passed liao I dun need to be so nice anymore wahaha.

I will make him thank me tomorrow and not his mum. Going to be 17 liao he should have some manners.

Yes I am a mean bitch. For today only ah.

2007-12-15T01:20:00.000+08:00

This is dedicated to my soulmate (wahahaha) who happens to be my most favourite guy currently. Which means most of you probably won't understand and appreciate what I have to say here. But I don't care!

Happy birthday Junsu oppa! <3 <3 <3

Though I know he will not read this entry but I still want to dedicate it to him haha cos he is my soulmate! Woo~~

Have been fangirling everyday (this is what I call bliss haha) and everyday I will watch this clip of him and Yoochun singing and arguing during their Bonjour Paris photoshoot. Junsu is so cute there! Singing the French song with O Jung Ban Hup and insisting that his pronounciation of Bonjour is correct. One of my favourite Yoosu moments. Junsu is really really very cute there ahhh I love him with his specs and dorkiness. It was the very clip that made me push Jaejoong out of no. 1 and replace him with Junsu hahaha.

And recently I found another clip which shows the times when the rest of DBSK will leave out Junsu when they have their Fighting cheer like thingy. Ahhh~that clip never fails to cheer me up everyday. The look on Junsu's face as if he resigned to his fate and the moment when Micky looked at him knowing that Junsu will be left out again. The rest of the members are always being mean to Junsu but we know they love him alot! Like the clip which showed Junsu joining them from Brazil and they were all hugging him and touching him especially Micky lol. I also want to touch and hug him leh ee yer. Wahahaha.

Ahhhh Junsu is just so funny and cute. But he can be very charismatic too! And sexy and hot. Really can't find any words to describe. It's like...when you are looking at their pictures and watching their video clips, words simply fail you. So you will resort to typing random crap like dxjsdjfslruwrha. And I will always have this tingle-like feeling which makes me want to shout Woohoo!

Actually I have no idea what I am typing. Just penning down random thoughts here and there. Losing the ability to type and think coherently hahaha.

Now I must tell you why Junsu and I are soulmates:
-Because our birthdays are so near
-We are very funny and cute people
-We are fellow Sagis
-We can be very charismatic too
-We love our lame jokes and oyaji gagus
-We always get bullied and ignored by our friends :(
-We like to laugh and do random stuff
-We wear earrings
-We wear specs too
-Because i say so

So you see? We are meant for each other. Hahahaha ok.

Happy birthday once again to Junsu! He's 21 this year.

2007-12-10T22:54:00.000+08:00

Can you believe it!

I am going to be 19 in an hour's time. -gasp-

To be honest I'm not as excited as I was when I was approaching my 18th birthday because this means I AM GOING TO APPROACH THE BIG 2 NEXT YEAR. 2 leh! Soon I will just get older and older and older. 20, 30, 40, 50...

My last stage of teenhood. HOW CAN. I WANT TO BE A TEENAGER FOREVER.

Now I can sort of understand why people want to be 18 forever. 18 is a very nice number. It's like the peak or epitome of teenhood or even of your entire life.

19 is a weird age number. Like neither here nor there you know? You are in limbo between a teenager and an adult. Just like the age 13, when we were stuck being kids and teenagers.

IT WAS 6 YEARS AGO WHEN I WAS 13. OH MAN. Time flies too quickly.

It seemed like yesterday when I went to Zhonghua for my orientation. And now I'm already in uni done with the crappy first sem of my first year with even crappier exam papers. Goodness. Suddenly it seemed as if I did nothing much for the past 6 years. Like ZOOM! Then 6 years gone just like that.

Come another 3 years or so and I will be working already. Horrendous.

Of course my dear friends will be killing me cos they will be 20 much much earlier than I will be (haha) but the thought of being older scares me. It's like I won't be able to do all the silly things anymore you know? This 'maturity' burden that comes along as you get older.

But I dun think it will affect me much cos I will still be some immature silly lame kid. Hahahaha.

You know it's like when DBSK debut they simply looked like little cute boys. Now they are sexy and shuai guys. Not complaining there, but got 感慨 lah. Can't really explain, you will just get the "We were so young/silly/ugly/??? then!" thought as you look back. Bah.

Quite obvious I'm crapping now. Cos I can't think very coherently. Very tired after kbox-ing. Will learn Jolin's new songs when I have the time.

Thank you to all who celebrated my birthday with me! But you all ah! Never gave me any presents when we met up! You all ah tsk tsk. Hahahaha. Anyway, I'm actually quite touched and happy to see you all, though I dun think it showed on my face. I'm a shy girl who keep all my feelings inside ok. Quite worried that it may seem as if I dun appreciate you guys or something. BUT NO. I was really glad and 感動. Like when I read the card I had this warm feeling inside me (Jianming got the card right haha I knew cos I smart) and I was really surprised when I saw the cake at NYNY (It really didn't occur to me that you all got the cake! Somehow I thought the NYNY peeps knew and gave me a free cake or something haha). And Fengyi! Who got the very nice cakes and don't worry I dun mind if it's only 1 slice! And Minsi who organised the lunch though you bluff me about the time heng I was late haha. Pleasant celebrations to sum up. Reeeeeaaaaallllllly happieeeeeee :D So THANK YOU once again! But you all still owe me my presents dun forget lol.

Ok HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME! :D

Even DBSK also very happy that it's my birthday.

They dressed up for my birthday and prepared a present for me. Hahahaha.

And happy birthday Junsu! Officially declare him to be my soulmate since our birthdays are so near we love lame oyaji gagus and we are cute and charismatic. Hahahaha.

2007-11-10T23:15:00.000+08:00

JOY AND HAPPINESS EVERYWHERE PEOPLE! *throws confetti*

MY LAWR HAS ENDED FINALLY AFTER WEEKS OF SHIT WORK! YAYYYYYYYYYY.

It's only when you go thru this shit do you realise how GOOD it is to have this stupid burden off your back (:

And to reward myself I watched part of DBSK FITB Concert while waiting for Kang! Wanted to squeal and scream but obviously couldn't cos there were people around me. So all I could do was smile and scream inside my head.

Though the thought that my cousin was among those many who waved lightsticks made me feel a little sad. Hahaha.

WOOHOO!

Fangirl therapy is the besttttttt!

2007-11-09T23:52:00.000+08:00

Whyyyyyyyyyyyy.

I want to study for exams but I can't cos of LAWR. And obviously I dun want to start after LAWR ended cos it will mean I have no time to study properly.

LAWR is the devilllllllllllll.

2007-11-08T19:39:00.000+08:00

Someone ask me out to study please. All I do at home is sleep.

Torts is about 2 weeks away and I'm still not mugging hard! Arghhhhhhhhhhhh.

2007-11-05T21:28:00.000+08:00

Even though I am feeling better already, I still want to say this.

I screwed up OP horribly horribly horribly today. I SCREWED UP OP BIG TIME.

I was the damn first speaker of the group and I was so so so so nervous, I completely forgot my research stuff which I've been looking up for the past weeks. I forgot the speech which I prepared (I went thru the speech in my head on my way to school and everything was fine). My mind was just in a terrible terrible blank.

I have no idea why I was so nervous. It could be cos I was almost late for the OP today. Or could be cos there was a bloody video cam recording our presentation down. Maybe it was the first time I had to do a presentation for law stuff (OP for PW was quite useless shit in retrospect). Or maybe it was simply cos I wasn't very well-prepared.

The worse thing was I made a silly point which contradicted with the law. And it was not as if I didn't know what the law was. I knew the law from the start of our research and I knew it very well. But somehow during the presentation I just completely forgot about it and stated something that was totally the opposite. So when my tutor questioned me I was seriously stumped. At loss of words. Couldn't think AT ALL. Good thing Keith came to my rescue. In the end I apologised to my tutor and told her I mixed everything up and stated the correct law. I dunno if I should say that during the presentation at all, but at that point of time I felt that I had to do it to try and salvage the situation.

When my tutor asked me to refer to a case, my mind went completely blank AGAIN. I had the index of the cases we researched on right in front of me but I couldn't register anything at all. I can't even remember what were the cases about. In the end Keith helped me again and I had no choice but to refer to my case summaries.

Good thing is during the OP only my tutor was there. She did not shoot us down or anything, she guided us to the correct line of thinking and argument. And I am very thankful for that cos she tried to guide me to state a valid point, and I did. Seeing her nod was like a huge relief. And she's very understanding towards me. She knew that I was very nervous and forgot the stuff I prepared. She told us this is only the first attempt and we will get more practices next time. Before I left I told her I thought i did a bad job, and she just smiled and told me it's alright.

I TAKE BACK ALL THE BAD STUFF I SAID ABOUT MY TUTOR PREVIOUSLY. SHE ROCKS AND I LOVE HER. I WILL NEVER EVER SAY BAD STUFF ABOUT HER ANYMORE.

In any case, I felt really lousy after that. Disappointed. Dejected. Depressed. I was very disappointed with myself cos I did a really bad job. I know I tend to be very nervous and when I'm nervous my thoughts get jumbled up and stuff but still..not to this extent. I totally fell below my own expectations.

And I was affected partly cos I dunno how my groupmates will think of me after this thing. As in I dun like to leave a bad impression that kinda thing you know. But Max was quite nice. He smsed to console me later...but on second thought, he probaby smsed the wrong person hah.

Oh and Max the slacker did really well. No script or anything. His talk-cock tactic did wonders. I think he is a very smart person. So is Keith. 2 smart guys and 1 stupid girl.

In any case, OP is over and I shouldn't dwell too much on it. I resolved to work harder for Research Memo/binder and for moots next sem. I will learn from my mistakes. I will try to remain calm and go through my thought process clearly and properly. I will improve and do better (:

I think you all have seen my suffering for this LAWR OP thing quite clearly since I always blog about it haha. In case you are wondering, it's only worth A FREAKING 1.6 CREDITS. But the LAWR mod has 4 credits only hmm. I will just work harder for the remaining credits. Get a B can liao.

2007-11-04T02:53:00.000+08:00

Am typing my script for OP on Monday. THIS FEELS 1000X WORSE THAN OP FOR PW LAST TIME.

I really really hate LAWR. And my group is so slack I really can't stand it.

My group mates keep saying we will need to smoke the tutors on Monday, but I think they are really underestimating the tutors. They used to be lawyers, for crying out loud. Who are we trying to kid man. They will know lor (pun intended yes haha) I tell you.

Suddenly I remember what my Starhub colleagues used to tell me, "If you can't help them, confuse them", or something along those lines lah.

I have to complete my script by today, memorise it tomorrow, learn all the courts and judges' names by heart, know all the key cases, memorise the dates for all the cases, try and anticipate the questions the tutors might ask, and get my group mates' arguments in my head. AND I AM THE FIRST SPEAKER FOR THE GROUP AND OUR OP IS AT 9AM IN THE MORNING. Really #$&$@&$@*!@(!#@^%$#

It is 3.01am.

2007-11-01T23:07:00.000+08:00

I think i'm falling sick boohoohoo.

2007-10-30T02:04:00.000+08:00

OMG I WANTED TO DIE THERE WAS THIS FLYING COCKROACH IN MY ROOM JUST NOW AND I DIDN'T WANT TO WAKE MY DAD UP COS HE WAS SLEEPING THAT DAMN COCKROACH WAS FLYING ALL OVER MY ROOM IT'S SO SCARY ITS WINGS HAVE THE SOUND WHEN IT'S FLYING IT HAS DAMN LONG FEELERS WHICH WERE CONSTANTLY MOVING ABOUT AND ITS HEAD WAS CONSTANTLY MOVING ABOUT AS WELL DAMN SCARY AND DISGUSTING AND IT IS NOT ENTIRELY BROWN IT HAS SOME WHITSH STUFF ON ITS BODY DAMN DISGUSTING!!!!!!!! I TOOK A PLASTIC CONTAINER AND NEWSPAPER COS I THOUGHT I COULD TRAP/HIT THAT STUPID THING BUT FAILED COS I WAS SCARED IT WILL LAND ON MY BED OR WORSE FLY AT ME.

I left my bedroom door open and the good thing is the stupid cockroach flew out of my room. You know it CRAWLED ACROSS MY CUPBOARDS BEFORE IT FLEW OUT CAN SO DISGUSTING! Bad thing is it FLEW INTO THE LIVING ROOM I HAVE NO IDEA WHERE IS IT NOR DO I CARE. I just shut my door the moment it flew out I hope it will fly out of the house soon.

As of now I have1 case to read and 4 case summaries to complete by tomorrow. -dies-

2007-10-24T01:38:00.001+08:00

I am trying to put off doing the Frustration tutorial. I am so sian of school I really dun feel like doing anything. 3RD CONSECUTIVE CONTRACTS TUTORIAL RAR.

It is very frustrating:
-to read the slides for frustration when you realise the lecturer seems to focus more on opinions and other hypo questions rather than the actual theory itself. Not that it's not good, but when you have so little time to complete one bloody tutorial, you just want to understand the rules and theory quickly. And I can't really read those thick textbooks cos I have no time. Not to mention I have to complete the tutorial by tomorrow when the lecturer finished the topic today and when I had to do LAWR research which my group mates don't seem to be doing at the moment after lessons ended today. Don't seem to have the leisure to read all the materials and slowly absorb.

-to have SUPER SLACK GROUP MATE FOR LAWR. Of course everyone hates doing the bloody research for LAWR and would naturally want to put it off for as long as possible but when you have to present on THURSDAY and you still don't have much research materials by TUESDAY an alarm should have rung somewhere in your mind and you will have the initiative to start researching earlier and not only 1 day before presentation. And we don't even have 1 full day to do research mate. I doubt we will even have the time to read all the full cases. But the thing is, my LAWR tutor gets impressed easily. That's why...

-to have a LAWR tutor who is constantly in LALA land. I have no idea what is going on during her lessons. Her lessons don't seem to have any plan, structure or anything at all. She prepares transparency but doesn't really use them.

-to have a Torts tutor who isn't exactly doing her job. She thinks it's not her duty to point out whatever is wrong with our tg mates tutorial presentation, but isn't that what you are paid to do? To guide us along and correct us when we are wrong. She wants people to speak up, but the way she conducts lessons doesn't really motivate me to talk at all. And she always ends before 8pm when the lesson is supposed to end at 815! It's good to end early, but I dunno. It just irks me. As if I didn't learn enough/ tutor didn't teach enough. There's a reason why tutorials are supposed to last for a certain duration.

Aiya I'm just in a constant bitchy mood nowadays. Getting irritated very easily, always finding faults whenever I could etc etc. And it's like I need to release this bitchiness. So pardon me if I talk to you one day and start to complain non-stop.

Shall go do the tutorial now. Good thing that lecturer didn't change the tutorial from last year hohoho.

2007-10-21T00:47:00.001+08:00

My cousin is getting married!

I also want to have a boyfriend and get married lehhhhhh.

2007-10-19T01:10:00.000+08:00

Pretty bad week I had. I hate it when there's so much to complete for the week. :(

On Monday I went to the library to do my library research shit, and I took 2hrs plus to get most of the info I needed. And the bulk of the time was spent on walking up and down and library, going to all the sections, looking up and down the shelves, looking at charts to compare and convert citations and standing on stools to get those uber thick and heavy books which are potential murder weapons.

On Wednesday I went to the library again to look for the remaining books which were MIA previously and jotted down whatever I thought I needed. Then when I tried doing the citation for those cases and materials, I realised to my utter horror that I MISSED OUT OTHER RELEVANT INFO WHICH I THOUGHT WASN'T IMPORTANT. So I made rounds in the library and I nearly died. So I got the other bloody info I missed out and tried to get down to work. Then I REALISED THE CITATION BOOK I WAS USING DIDN'T HAVE THE ABBREVIATIONS FOR THE COURTS I NEEDED. Frantic search for the legal dictionary and it didn't help much. Found a super thick US legal dict but decided not to use it cos I was looking for UK Courts so not that relevant. Gave up looking for the abbreviations and decided to look for the NUS book I needed for my extra credit question. I kept going to the shelf where the book was supposed to be, but it just wasn't there! I was cursing the selfish person who took the book away. And it was not like the book was being borrowed or anything, so I imagined this selfish person lurking somewhere in a corner of the library having the book all to himself.

So by the time I had to go for my torts at 630pm my work was still obviously not completed. And since that library research thing must be handed in the next day, I went back to the library AGAIN at 8 after my tutorial ended. This time Lingy went with me cos I was desperate for help already. Lingy got the legal dict. for me which has the abbreviations and guess what IT WAS THAT US DICT WHICH I THOUGHT WASN'T USEFUL. And the NUS book was not on the assigned shelf cos it was put on a display by the library and the bloody display was at a place where I would surely spot when I entered the library.

WTH. You could have stabbed me on the spot. So much time was wasted on this stupid thing due to my own carelessness.

And on top of this stupid library thing I had to rush my tutorials and do readings for contract and torts before Wednesday cos BOTH TUTORIALS WERE ON THE SAME DAY. Not to mention I had to read SLS too and SLS is on TUESDAY. And all these stuff take a hell lot of time to complete so I couldn't take a break cos all these things either come together or come one after another (which is like no diff from coming together anyway cos they follow so closely). Just constantly remained in the high-strung mode.

And my contract tutor dropped yet another bomb on me when he announced that there will be tutorial AGAIN NEXT WEEK. Contract tutorials fall on alternative weeks and I've been seeing my tutor for the past consecutive 2 wks already so by right I dun have to see him next week. But no! Just when I thought next week will be better since I will have more time to do other stuff without the tutorial.

To sum it up, this week was a major :(

One funny thing though. On Monday my LAWR tutor asked us if there was tutorial today and obviously we lied and said no. She actually believed us and didn't come to school today.

One thing you should never ask your students is whether there are lessons. And you must always double-check to confirm.

My tutor is just damn slack lah I tell you. All of us had to do this thing called research binder/memo which is major shit (though I think the concept is interesting cos we're acting like real lawyers). Other tutors spam their students and upload stuff on the IVLE for this research thing but I get zero from my tutor. Nothing I tell you. While other tutors will inform their students what to do for the next tutorial, I just go for her tutorials without knowing what we're going to do. If she does tell us our plans for next lesson, she will just forget about it and do some other things during the next tut.

So while other TGS are busy with research/presentation/ST, my TG is doing nothing. And it is very frustrating cos you will have less time than others to complete the equal amount of work. Well we can actually kinda start researching on our own first but there is simply no time. If you spend your time doing research, you have no time for other tutorials and seminars. And tutorials are very important cos there's class participation points. And can't possibly go unprepared that is suicidal.

But one good thing is my tutor is very lenient.

So you can see how sucky my life is. I don't have any life anymore! Everything is devoted to schoolwork.

What's more scary is this sucky life will CONTINUE EVEN AFTER I GRADUATE.

Sigh.

2007-10-13T22:30:00.000+08:00

JUNSU IS SO SHUAI HERE. -DIES-

2007-10-12T01:18:00.001+08:00

I CAN'T BELIEVE I GAVE IN AND SIGNED UP FOR FACEBOOK.

2007-10-09T02:43:00.000+08:00

I was so irritated by the bloody causation tutorial!!!!! The cases just made me giddy and confused and I wanted to hurl abuses at the bloody hypo questions I had to present. I kept asking myself why on earth did I choose such a difficult topic to present and why on earth did I offer to do all the hypo. My partner kept telling me to ask him for help if I need it but I dun think it's fair cos he did all the theory questions already.

Just when I was tearing my hair out, I found some tutorial answers from the seniors' muggers! Hallelujah! Now I have something to refer to. :):):):):):):)

So ends my meaningless post. It's 2.47am

2007-10-07T15:44:00.001+08:00

JaeJoong is a crazy boy.

JaeJoong resting his arm comfortably on Changmin's shoulder. Poor Changmin kena bullied cos he's the youngest haha.

JaeJoong: We must have different poses from others when photographs are taken!

JaeJoong: Let's make use of Changmin's shoulder and pose with it!

JaeJoong: Follow me.

Pose no. 1 done when photo taken.

SUCCESS! Can imagine JaeJoong HAHAHA-ing over here.
Changmin looking back: What is this crazy person doing?!

Xmas: Changmin's shoulder is really very comfortable to lean on!
JaeJoong: Yeah I think so too!
Changmin decided the best way to deal with this was to ignore the boys.

JaeJoong: I know! Later right I will stretch my right arm, you stretch your left.

Xmas: Like this?
JaeJoong: Yes yes!
Changmin turning back: Can imagine him looking at them weirdly and thinking why on earth is he friends with them haha.

Pose no. 2

HIGH FIVE!

TATAH!!!!! And so this is how the photo turned out to be.

Seeing him doing such silly things is just ♥

2007-10-06T23:15:00.000+08:00

In very bad mood nowadays. Dunno why. I think it's PMS but my menses is here already leh. Haha I like to be vocal about such things.

And it's like I want to talk to somebody and just complain and 發泄 but somehow I just can't articulate my feelings and thoughts. So the irritation keeps building up.

I was supposed to study damn contract today but I ended up fangirling again. It's like my main support now haha. I was watching Micky's Happy Friends Together and HE IS SO CUTE THERE. Kept licking his lips and smiling in a bashful way cos he was about to meet his primary school friends and it was so obvious he was nervous and excited at the same time. And all the things he used to do when he was young were so cute! And can't believe he 小小年幾就懂得浪漫. Sigh~And it was so obvious how cutely mean he was to his male friends when he was young it was so funny haha. Micky in that show simply spells LOVE.

The boys were in Taiwan for their concert and it's so sad for them to meet the typhoon! Less than 5000 fans went, hats blowing away, slipping on the wet floor, their cars getting stalled etc etc. :( But they still gave their best. I AM SO PROUD OF THEM! Hahaha. But still very sad yeah cos their performance was affected and they were forced to cancel the 2nd concert :( But it's good in a way cos they get to rest which is something they have not done for a long time (just like me boohoo). Junsu looks so skinny in the Taiwan photos just feel so heartpain.

But in any case I feel very sad that less than 5000 fans went. Maybe cos it was simply inconvenient and some of them worry about themselves, the weather conditions etc. But the boys were there willing to perform in such horrible conditions you know, they still gave their best cos they didn't want to disappoint fans. So nice of them right. If I bought the ticket I die also will go even though there's a high risk of me getting blown away. Then maybe I wil be blown onto the stage and get to perform with them haha.

AND CHANGMIN'S NEW HAIR! I think it's a refreshing change, but to be honest I was getting quite used to his long hair haha.

SEE? That's why they should come to S'pore! No earthquake, no typhoon, very orderly and safe and they can perform in the air-conditioned Indoor Stadium! Why S'pore dun want them...........plus S'pore has alot of good food. Maybe if they come to S'pore, they will go to Botanics for photoshoot. I WILL PON SCHOOL EVERYDAY.

They are just so cute in the Balloon MV I have to put it up even though only I know how to appreciate it. Hahaha. And my fellow fangirls.

2007-10-05T00:34:00.000+08:00

Torts test is over but it was a major disaster. It's like you studied so much and the test turned out to be so crappy. And I felt quite disappointed cos I didn't give my best.

Sigh maybe I should like try to lower the expectations I set for myself or something. The school expects much from you, and you have to set high standards for yourself too cos everyone there is smart and hardworking and your future pretty much depends on your grades. Not to mention it's the school who gives you your grades this time and not the nice Cambridge anymore. That's probably why I feel more stressed now. Like the stress becomes more tangible and conscious? As opposed to the past when the stress felt was more subconscious and was felt less outrightly. Am I making any sense?

And so I always hold myself to a level and always tell myself not to fall below that level. But what you tell yourself to do and what is actually done is never quite the same and the gap in between is quite disappointing. Then so I kept pushing myself beyond the limits but my mind seemed to tell me that's enough and I shouldn't push myself anymore. Like I became less productive and somehow my capacity to do things just stop there. Then obviously I feel pissed at myself and it's a vicious cycle all over again.

Sometimes I tell myself not to be so hard on myself but I can't seem to do that. I think I have 自虐症. Haha.

Today during LAWR we were learning how to interview and advise clients. My tutor told us the clients we will meet are not as simple as what we were doing in class for practice and whatever we say will have an impact on them. She told us to imagine what would happen if we have to advise a BANK. That thought scared me pretty much cos the implications become such a huge burden all of a sudden. I asked myself am I able to do that in the future? To hold such great responsibility when you know people are going to rely on what you said and you know it will have huge impacts on their lives? Am I prepared to do this?

Well I don't think I can do that but I guess such stuff comes with experience. You can't expect a fresh graduate to be a guru in law.

So I think all these feelings began to accumulate and manifest. Cos nowadays when I'm in school I find myself wishing that I have some time alone and I just don't quite feel like talking to anyone and I get irritated at every single little thing. But obviously you can't show these thoughts and feelings expressively? Cos you know your actions will affect your friends and they will start to ask you if things are ok etc etc. Of course I know that they are being concerned and I'm not complaining. But sometimes you just wish you can do whatever you want without trying to keep in check from time to time that kinda thing.

But I'm still thankful for the friends I have in law. We are all nice and funny people! Though I still need time to try and get used to some of their characteristics which my other friends don't have and which I'm less tolerant to. But doesn't mean they are not nice, just slightly different? But still can't just expect everyone to be the way I want them to be right? But I know I do that and it's not a good thing so I will try to change.

But I think these ill feelings are partly cos my menses are coming. Haha.

I can't quite believe that I typed all these above. Like so...deep in my thoughts and feelings kind. Haha. Usually I don't think so much cos thinking too much gives you even more troubles. Quite meaningful right? From this bimbo. Hahaha.

But let's not be weighed down on my emo shit yeah!

I bought Jolin's new album! I listened it one time, and I prefer her previous album cos more glam and I like the fast songs there better. I guess they spent the bulk of their budget on her movie thingy. They went to Paris, Bangkok and London to film it and they got shuaiges to act with her can. Plus her album is recorded abroad. Ok lah I guess her new album this time takes a darker and more mysterious side. More attitude kind. As usual her slow songs more or less the same. And the album has the movie dvd too! Woohoo.

And I got high on DBSK during break today as usual haha. They are like my life sustenance now. So sad right? But I like. They are so shuai and cute and funny. Why don't they come to S'pore :(

Today during SLS Wenling told me on MSN it seemed like a mentos sweet wrapper was stuck on our prof's butt. I literally LOL-ed and my SLS shuaige looked at me. :( I think he thought I'm some siao zharbor. How like that! And all these happened when our prof was pissed at us for not talking and not knowing our stuff well.

So shuai!

2007-10-01T03:14:00.001+08:00

I am so sleepy but I cannot sleep 'cos I need to finish reading all the cases for torts test. Why did I slack so much during recess weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeek :(

I think I'm going to fall this test. HOW.

Boohoohoo.

2007-09-26T23:01:00.000+08:00

I received vrilly's postcard! Just when I was emailing her after I got high on Junsu in Bigeast Station =D

Her handwriting became much more readable hahaha. Happy surprise! Heart-warming in fact.

My current love! Honestly speaking i love his oyaji gagus and his T-O-H-O~ He always says all the funny and cute things and I like it how he is always so persistent on telling everyone his oyaji gagus even though the rest of the members are obviously so tired of them haha. BUT I LOVE IT! TELL ME MORE JUNSU-SHI~

Woohoo!

2007-09-25T01:53:00.000+08:00

Walao eh I can't believe I'm hungry at 2am. Stupid stupid stupid.

Jolin's album is only coming to Singapore on 29 Sept. Walao eh so slow.

And I'm still stuck at breach of duty after weeks of trying to study for torts. Walao eh I'm even slower than Jolin's album shipment.

And I feel the intense need to exercise. I will go running soon.

DBSK is going to M'sia on 24 Nov. Walao eh HOW CAN. What about S'pore fans? I can't believe they are giving us a miss even though we are only a causeway away. Sigh.

And I can't wait for ISWAK2 to come out it is even slower than my studying speed.

I WILL NOT BE DISTRACTED FROM STUDYING. NO YOUTUBE/CRUNCHYROLL. I WILL STUDY STUDY STUDY. I can't believe I'm so unproductive! I think I am losing steam. No playing puzzle bobble too. NO PLAYING GAMES. AND NO SLEEPING.

Ok maybe I can let some time out for fangirling. DBSK Bigeast station just makes me LOL.

I can't stand it I'm hungry. I go eat cup noodles.

2007-09-15T15:23:00.000+08:00

Senseless army boy was telling me what would my favourite BBall-er wear to MAF this year:

Deconstructivist. ming says: (3:17:37 PM)
maybe he will wear underwear to maf this yr

Deconstructivist. ming says: (3:17:43 PM)
since he wore hot shorts to laf last yr

weiqi says: (3:17:45 PM)
.......................

weiqi says: (3:17:53 PM)
u are just jealous

Deconstructivist. ming says: (3:17:53 PM)
then next yr..nothing!!!

Deconstructivist. ming says: (3:17:57 PM)
hor hor!

weiqi says: (3:17:59 PM)
no attention is given to u

Deconstructivist. ming says: (3:18:11 PM)
cannot..i will wear underwear..i must steal his limelight

Deconstructivist. ming says: (3:18:12 PM)
muahaha.

weiqi says: (3:18:49 PM)
u have to wear underwear ANYWAY.

Deconstructivist. ming says: (3:19:00 PM)
ah..clever

Deconstructivist. ming says: (3:19:07 PM)
true blue laywer.

weiqi says: (3:19:07 PM)
silly boy

Deconstructivist. ming says: (3:19:13 PM)
read my words! hahhaa.

weiqi says: (3:19:14 PM)
no its common sense

I think being in army knocks common sense out of this stupid guy here. Hahahaha.

2007-09-14T01:37:00.000+08:00

Received this in an email just now. Dunno why, but it was heartwarming and happy to see the email haha.

I miss Hwa Chong :( Uni just doesn't have the familiar homely feel.